Are you monitoring your running to the point where you are becoming obsessive?, asks Nandini Reddy.
Passionate runners will run because they love the feeling of exhilaration they get when they are running and the sense of achievement they experience after they finish a run. But if you are running by schedule and more for a plan instead of enjoying it then you might be controlling your running a bit too much.
If you want to know if you have become obsessive or a controlling runner then look for these signs.
Do you feel a sense of joy when you want to run or do you feel like its a task you need to achieve? If you are more motivated by factors like fear of gaining weight or reaching running targets then you are an obsessive runner who has only superficial factors that are motivating you to run and not ones that fuel inner joy. If you find that your alarm and running schedule is what gets you to run everyday then you need to revisit your motivation to run.
Importance of Running
Passionate runners always want to run because it is an activity that they want to indulge in by choice. If you are feeling compelled to do a run and are trying hard to include running into your schedule then you are forcing yourself to do something that you are not naturally attuned to do. You are trying to prove a point to an external factor instead for your own benefit. While some form of exercise or activity should be part of your life, it doesn’t mean you need to take up one that lets you talk about it on social media and declare the number of finish lines you have crossed.
A lot of people call themselves runners today. There are numerous opportunities for people to try their hand at running a marathon today or join a running group. But many of them get carried away to a point where they believe that being a runner is their core identity. This means you are getting obsessive with your running habit. Running needs to be a part of your life but making it your core identity doesn’t make any sense.
Feeling angry or sad
Any form of exercise releases endorphins and makes you feel happier. If you are feeling angry about not hitting goals and are constantly stressing about achieving a target then running is controlling you instead of you controlling your runs. There is a psychological gain to exercise and being obsessive doesn’t help. Over-training can lead to burnout both mentally and physically.
Ultimately running should be an experience that enhances your life. It is good to be dedicated to an activity but its never pleasurable if it becomes obsessive.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
An irregular runner who has run in dry, wet, high altitude and humid conditions. Loves to write a little more than run so now is the managing editor of Finisher Magazine.